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6-5-2019
Down down into a quagmire
Of questions
Typical who hasn't asked them?
What the hell am I doing here?
In this car In this suitcase In this life?
I listened to a talk today in which the man said you must give up everything. Well not necessarily that you must be that you inevitably will as your consciousness opens up to a higher dimension. As your frequency raises and there is less of a veil between you and your soul.
This may cause great chaos, he said, maybe even suffering depending on how much you are holding on to expectations goals dreams of the self you once were
I thought about this and then i realized that all my expectations that i once had for my life--- career, family, relationships, health--- they are already gone.
I have nothing and therefore I have nothing to lose.
So I say take it. Take it Spirit, whatever is left of me...my ego, my personality...I dont need it. I dont really want it. It is of no use to me.
In the last days of this spinning cycle
As the rhythm turns to chaos before silence descends
These things are merely baggage
Too too heavy to carry with us on the trail
I wish to be weightless, light as a butterfly, to let the Light pour through me
And my quickly beating heart.
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